I still ... don't believe this is happening

at first ....
I thought i'm fallin in  love with some one ._.
I thought that guy hate me
but .. no , he ... a don't no maybe he doesn't hate me
but bot love mne to :D
then his attitude change so different
he just leave me alone ..
so I dicide to forget him and I did
I get some one that will be mine
someone who actually catching me from the back
someone who want to fight for me ..
someone who want so bdly ._. and I don't know why
at first I thought this guy was a bad guy cause of the old story when my other friend got a problem with him
and I'm always thinking to go away from him .. but that all wrong
he was different .... maybe I must move from old and go to him and I did
BUT I STILL DON'T BELIEVE IT !! I thought my life would be misrable butt NO ..